Insanity Is The New Trend

We are in turmoil for getting ourselves treated, injecting a serum and breathing again by looking at the world so different. I'm suggesting the world ways they have not seen. They see me an ill patient with issues of times that are no more and I'm trying to live them. Kiss the night away, too young with an amount of morphine I'm under. This is the end I believe, where I'm happy and there is no sadness, my mind is at too many places to stand in a room, lights that blink an eye and I'm judged by brain leeches. Human heart is in pain, I need to be there, screaming at the top of my lungs as they feed on my soul. Their pills are their own flesh, telling me I'll get better. Tomorrow I'll breathe again, tomorrow is not a person, and I am still in pain. I never watched television and why are you telling me to see the world through it. I have eyes and my heart sees all that I want to. I am put inside a room where they pour cold water over me; try to electrocute those symptoms out of me. Where should I run, where am I to go, I am alone in their world. I should just sit for awhile and see their television, listen to their words, feel their emotions, I might get out of here sooner that way. I cannot be turned. I might just feel better, I will be okay.

I'll Get Through!

Tossed across limits, shattered with anger and sound of feelings scattered on the floor. Last emotion left to keep but freed so many more. I’m running, running empty on the broken glasses, happiness, sorrow; moments that were forgotten revive senses of my heart. “Run, run, just run in the darkest place my love”, says the heart. With terror I start to shake, every emotion stares at me just to find a way to devour. Walked and ran, walked and ran, there was no way out and I had no strength. Voices kept telling me, “take it; do it”, yet I knew nothing. Tremble with fear as I was bitten by it. “LET THEM ENGULF ME!” I screamed with madness. Scattered feelings, senses of healing, they all said to be one with me. I knew then what I had given up, the forgotten moments, the time I could never turn back. Every tear for a memory, every smile for a memory, every hate for a memory, even a lie for a memory… and all the moments I lived. Emotions beat my senses to a pulp, I had felt enough and wanted no more. A voice says, “take it”, I took a shard of shattered glass, “do it”, and I did from which I had been painted red but that color did not make the end of my memories yet I left myself bleeding instead.

Greatness In Us!

The uniqueness that lies within us all has a way to tell from everyone else about a huge difference it shows. All of us need time to know ourselves, our capabilities, our powers, strength and weaknesses. Our expressing ability is always hidden in our unconsciousness, the darkest silent life that we're living without us knowing that comes out when we're asleep in forms of dreams. Our flights to excel in this world and become a better person, we come across people like us with whom we interact, gain trust, make bonds and know them for years. People have this cruel tendency to gain and regain trust but will always make your self esteem down to its last drop of hope and rip your trust into judgment. We are created vulnerable which opens our 6^th sense to judge one another for keeping ourselves in a sane peace of mind; as hurt is an abnormal feeling but natural that can either make us into a better person or break us into a darkest being.

We are born innocent and our capabilities in this world that are activated in actions actually change people. If one takes time to think about how reality is connected with every action we make for (someone or ourselves) or against, that action will change its atmosphere accordingly which will affect people around us and them. People who go through hard situations yet still hold ground, he is benefitted and so are others with him. We are the solution to any problem and vice versa. Our happiness affects others because we're happy and just like our sadness. In this life moments come and go and we should live those moments instead trying to work them right because we're missing life. No matter who keeps pushing us down, our strength is us, ourselves. Always believe in yourself, we are born with greatness.