Insanity Is The New Trend

We are in turmoil for getting ourselves treated, injecting a serum and breathing again by looking at the world so different. I'm suggesting the world ways they have not seen. They see me an ill patient with issues of times that are no more and I'm trying to live them. Kiss the night away, too young with an amount of morphine I'm under. This is the end I believe, where I'm happy and there is no sadness, my mind is at too many places to stand in a room, lights that blink an eye and I'm judged by brain leeches. Human heart is in pain, I need to be there, screaming at the top of my lungs as they feed on my soul. Their pills are their own flesh, telling me I'll get better. Tomorrow I'll breathe again, tomorrow is not a person, and I am still in pain. I never watched television and why are you telling me to see the world through it. I have eyes and my heart sees all that I want to. I am put inside a room where they pour cold water over me; try to electrocute those symptoms out of me. Where should I run, where am I to go, I am alone in their world. I should just sit for awhile and see their television, listen to their words, feel their emotions, I might get out of here sooner that way. I cannot be turned. I might just feel better, I will be okay.

Happiness And Virtue - A Perfect Combination Into "Life"!

I have understood one thing about life is that persistence, obsession and passion could lead you to either a heart attack or top of the world, success. In this world Inspirations are hard to find and develop those few inspired substances within yourself, so that you don’t lose it and keep yourself motivated to keep doing what your heart is telling you to. Usually people lose hope, faith and at times that moment which made them decide what they were missing. We need to believe in ourselves and those ambitious moments that got us up and made us felt, “Today Is The Day When Everything Will Change.” Innovative ideas are a Godsend, finding means is like finding excuses. Get a paper and a pencil, write a plan, procedure, steps and make it happen. Time is old and we’re getting older. Moments are short and our lives getting shorter. Live your life as if it is your last day. “Love, Live Life and Let Live.” Happiness is a choice which will get you to inspire and be inspired by people around you and even strangers, soon they wont be strangers anymore. Those couples that are living together should get married, who knows how long this life is, why wait and see things, when you have the moments with you. If you have failed in doing something and you want to die, you’re sad but you need hope, go outside and don’t think about your failure, just embrace it all in. Learn from your mistakes and take another step forward. I’ve learnt “It Is Important To Laugh At Your Failures Instead Of Putting Yourself Down For Them.” If you’ve lost money, don’t ponder over it. Look forward and make time worthwhile instead making yourself dragged down to depression. There is more to do than to worry, and you will know that life is worth living every moment and not wasting any because every moment you breathe and live is a blessing.

I'll Get Through!

Tossed across limits, shattered with anger and sound of feelings scattered on the floor. Last emotion left to keep but freed so many more. I’m running, running empty on the broken glasses, happiness, sorrow; moments that were forgotten revive senses of my heart. “Run, run, just run in the darkest place my love”, says the heart. With terror I start to shake, every emotion stares at me just to find a way to devour. Walked and ran, walked and ran, there was no way out and I had no strength. Voices kept telling me, “take it; do it”, yet I knew nothing. Tremble with fear as I was bitten by it. “LET THEM ENGULF ME!” I screamed with madness. Scattered feelings, senses of healing, they all said to be one with me. I knew then what I had given up, the forgotten moments, the time I could never turn back. Every tear for a memory, every smile for a memory, every hate for a memory, even a lie for a memory… and all the moments I lived. Emotions beat my senses to a pulp, I had felt enough and wanted no more. A voice says, “take it”, I took a shard of shattered glass, “do it”, and I did from which I had been painted red but that color did not make the end of my memories yet I left myself bleeding instead.

Greatness In Us!

The uniqueness that lies within us all has a way to tell from everyone else about a huge difference it shows. All of us need time to know ourselves, our capabilities, our powers, strength and weaknesses. Our expressing ability is always hidden in our unconsciousness, the darkest silent life that we're living without us knowing that comes out when we're asleep in forms of dreams. Our flights to excel in this world and become a better person, we come across people like us with whom we interact, gain trust, make bonds and know them for years. People have this cruel tendency to gain and regain trust but will always make your self esteem down to its last drop of hope and rip your trust into judgment. We are created vulnerable which opens our 6^th sense to judge one another for keeping ourselves in a sane peace of mind; as hurt is an abnormal feeling but natural that can either make us into a better person or break us into a darkest being.

We are born innocent and our capabilities in this world that are activated in actions actually change people. If one takes time to think about how reality is connected with every action we make for (someone or ourselves) or against, that action will change its atmosphere accordingly which will affect people around us and them. People who go through hard situations yet still hold ground, he is benefitted and so are others with him. We are the solution to any problem and vice versa. Our happiness affects others because we're happy and just like our sadness. In this life moments come and go and we should live those moments instead trying to work them right because we're missing life. No matter who keeps pushing us down, our strength is us, ourselves. Always believe in yourself, we are born with greatness.

I Am A Part Of You

We all wonder so much about a change, a change of heart, a change of mood, even change of relationships. It really makes me sad about the connections, the reasons, the moments and memories before, during and after a change in commitment, in problems, in happiness, even in sadness. But, the anger or madness in humans, we usually take things to an over extreme from which we cannot return and undo. We all are vulnerable and emotional in one or another way. Those people or bonds that build us can also tear us down; beat us in our own game because they know our weaknesses. We are all a part of society where we judge before we introduce and to us those people are stupid who do not have their defenses up, just because they are ready to give away not only their things but themselves. We as an individual change a person either better of tomorrow or the worst of eternity. Impacts in life are black and white, are an open source and full of interactions. Our lies can be truth to the other and truth can be lies, we will always be in a circle of problems but along with them will be solutions like an antidote to a poison. Delicate souls need hope, encouragement and a pull to be back on their feet. When souls are as a couple living in a world where we whole as people are a society, are bound to bring destruction to one another's lives. The person on the ground will always be stronger than the person standing because we trap ourselves to a point that we feel lonely, and no matter what we go through, loneliness will always hover and kills us. We surely are a calculation added wrong.

I Need Light!

Welcome to a place where I'm forgotten. In the darkness where I'm all alone, I see no light nor feel any warm presence. I'm an embodied witness of my own crime; I stay in my heart as I try to close my mind. Living is only a word when I'm crawling on my lies; I pick up all the broken pieces of my past. Analyze them, study them, scratch the walls for more darkness behind them, kill myself and bring myself alive again and I repeat everything all over again like a mad man. I feel like "Gotham City", city of no hope, mothers leaving their babies in garbage drums, people crying for help and no one comes, even the people who can hear the cries are deaf to tones. When I think about a fictional place, I feel I've been there. I'm there, running from something, someone, just running. When we are so alone, where do we go? What do we do? How do we find that place where everything is alright? The darkness always comes to me, talk to me when I'm all alone. Is the cemetery near me or have I been put to rest already?

Zombie!

We are reasons believing to understand, my actions your reactions are a plain and simple mix, we are severed, broken and clenched, in an open, unforgotten moments of hurt.. you restrict my reasons to excuses and wont believe them, we have gotten older, in shambles of hopeless idealism… would you remember me by the moments we've given to the problems of solutions that were never discovered, I'm needless into living this moral less bases, I've lived enough to be forgotten in the memories of no one, your hate has subjected me from the moments of none… you have thought of me as you think of me as you know of me is not the man I am to be nor was to be as aimed to be as heartbroken in a cemetery I am to be, we've lived it all yet lived it none, you've wasted your thoughts on no one, your doubted morals have ended us, long ago there was none of us..